做最简单的自己

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炎炎夏日慢慢向我逼近，撕撕心痛越来越浓，这样的日子我不知自己还能撑多久…

    一个人的路可以一个人走，一个人的生活，一个人的天空，明知道别人在演戏，自己还奋陪着他的演技…

    夜深得比较可怕、心痛的感觉越强烈，狠好强的自己真以为自己什么都无所谓，可那只是简单的以为…

    心在撑强泪在流趟、终于知道自己还是孩子、痛了会哭的孩子、现实地社会难道就真的是这般可怕吗、告诫所有对感情不专一的人们，请不要擅自创进我的生活，因为我狠脆弱，承受不了这么大地打击…

    六月的人，六月的事，六月的故事教会了我…在爱情的王国里，我从来都没有像别人一样得到过童话般地爱情，多少年以来，独自一人漫步在另一个国都里，那里没有关心、没有疼爱、没有唠叨…胜下地孤寂掩盖了所有的一切、所有的痛楚…

    也不知何时起，自己也学会了伪装，对自己是那么的无所谓、在炎热的夏季我心里却起了阵阵寒意、心痛的感觉再一次徘徊在我的十字街口、此时没有人会读懂我的心、也不会有人读懂我的心…还真以为输掉一切就会赢了自己…可结局总是那样的赤裸裸…

    请不要笑我傻也不要笑我痴，茫然的世界茫然的我，也不知还能茫茫然过多久，痛几回、在爱的国都里没有我的影子、但我可不可以以另一种身份活在这个世界、然而我什么都不去想黑暗地世界黑暗地面庞，你让我看不清来时的路，孤独的夜又一次燃烧起疚违的心，再一次让一个人关上孤独的窗，盖上冬天地棉被狠狠的哭个痛快，让所有的记忆从此枯萎，随着眼泪流到天涯海角、让我忘掉所有的所有、让我忘掉来时的路…本不想在想起什么、就任泪水去逍遥、

    世界上没有童话般地人、也没有童话般的自己、可世上有魔鬼般地自己

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